This is kinda the best thing that i can do. Type down all the tripe that emerges in my head. In a way, this is really therapeutic.

I was watching a movie, that has always managed to touch me no end. "Les Miserables" - Dont know how many have watched it. But those who have....I hope will agree with me that this movie creates very strong feelings. Good or bad - I dont know. Depends on each. The last time that I saw it, i felt really sorry for the antagonist. You know, he must have felt so disgusted with himself. To get his life as alms from his arch enemy..........must hav been cricifying for this man who had so many resources at his disposal. He thought that he was merely doing his duty but then....was he really????

Why am I talking about this movie??? 'coz there are a lot of similarities to life........... Many a times, we have choices in front of us. We are confused. We may think that to act a certain way is our duty or rather what people would expect of us. But at the same instance, so many of us (including me) claim to not care for what the world thinks of us. So what does that make me??? a hypocrite, I guess.

I am confused. This is the only place that I would not mind admitting the fact. I really wonder, is it ok to not say whay your heart feels just so that you are politically correct or are liked by one and all???