Now that's the tough part of penning down one's feelings. You may simply not know how to spell like the third word in the Title. Watever, people please accommodate. Thats done.
Its not like I am unhappy with who I am or anything of that sort, its just this thought that keeps coming to me. I tried swapping it away, its just too tenacious. Am I who I am showing to be??? I know the first thing that's gonna come to your mind is ...... Grammatically incorrect English. Well, here's what I have to say to that - Take a hike. Please read on....that wasnt anything personal.
What I really meant was - there are times when I say things that I dont want to or dont mean to. And I aint referring to the nasty things that I say or do. Let me take u through a typical incident.
Girl/Boy: Hey! How do you like my new outfit?
Me says: Great! Absolutely made for you.
Me thinks: And why not? no one would be caught dead in it.
G/B: Really?
Me says: But of course...
Me thinks: Like I dunno to lie. Duh?
Now the best part of this whole scheme of things is that, I dont even need to think of the "right" response. It just comes by.
What I am really worried abt is Are we internally moralizing on every work spoken??? Definitely. When a person asks for my opinion, I hope they really want one. Then why shud I not give it to them. Hold your horses, I am def'ly not advocating a total loss of sense and delicacy, here. Be polite but forthright.....Thats for me!
I am a hypocrite ....... like really hypocrite hypocrite. I say the 'right' things to people so as to not hurt them (I like to believe so) and then I get these real wicked thoughts in muh head. And you know something......Deep down (actually not so deep down) I really cherish these wicked thoughts. I wait for them to surface.
And one more thing...at least I am not a prey to MEDIOCRITY. I am a hypocrite, inside-out. No half-baked job for me. Cheers to that!!!!
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